We were worried, too – worried about how she would adjust to living with Alzheimer’s – but nothing prepared us for the scared disheveled woman who eventually answered the door. Her face had lost all color and she was visibly shaking. Perhaps, the most telling sign of how tense she felt was the big foam collar encircling her neck.
“Mom, what happened to you,” Louisa asked and flung her arms around Mom. Mom cautiously invited us in and began to describe the pain in her neck that had sent her to the hospital that morning. She seemed so small and frail and afraid.
There would be many instances in the next few months that told us how terrified she was of the uncertainties she faced, the memories she could no longer call to mind, and the nightmares she believed were coming true. Relatives chased her with pitchforks, strangers peered in the windows at her, and she lived in horror of being forced to move into the Big House where residents “only received one diaper a day.”
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My sister and I didn’t know how to help her, for little we said or did lessened her paranoia. Over the next three years we learned that anxiety is common among those with dementia. It caused us as much distress to see her so uncomfortable as it did for her to go through it all. Eventually, we found that loving care of home healthcare aides and specialized attention in an Alzheimer’s center, combined with appropriate medications, gave her contentment again. She was finally free of fear.
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A Bandaid for the Caregiver is dedicated to all those families who journey with memory loss in their lives and the sharing of hope and joy and new possibilities. In each difficult moment there lies an opportunity for love.
Journey with courage,
Elaine
Journey with courage,
Elaine
Author of:
"Conversations with Nora: a Family's Journey with Alzheimer's"
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